Tessa's NPD Therapy Consult w/ Dr. Karen Jacob
All the Tessa (dx'd w/ NPD) // Combo Pack
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50m
0:00 Intro / Healing from Trauma
3:02 Shutting Down / Struggling to Label Feelings / Avoiding her Diagnosis
6:35 Trauma with Women / Competition / Fear of Judgment
15:03 Struggling to Want Connection / Fear of Being a Fraud / Using People for Selfies
17:33 Safety Strategies / Waiting Until People Adore Her First or Shutting Them out
23:33 Her "Worthless" Past Self / Reliving What She Never Got / Trauma of Being Unnoticed
27:12 Ordinary & Together vs Extraordinary & Alone
30:07 Boredom / Loneliness / Breakdown of Self / Going to Therapy
32:35 Disappointment in People / People Are Going to Fail You
36:25 Struggling for Human Connection / Needing Evidence to Change
40:35 Dysregulated Self-Esteem / Tessa's Self-Defense
46:07 Wrapping Up / Having a Female Therapist / Trust Issues
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Debrief w/ Tessa After Her Consult w/...
0:00 "It Was Everything I didn't Expect" / Expectations of Control
2:06 Feeling "Looked Down On" / Getting Defensive
6:20 What She Got Out of the Session w/ Karen -
Tessa's NPD Therapy Consult w/ Dr. Ig...
0:00 Wanting to Know Why She's Miserable Even Though Self-Aware
0:42 Feeling "Hollow" No Matter What She Does
2:18 Needing to Be Understood & Doubting Anyone Can
5:12 Fearing Being Understood / Not Being "Fascinating" Anymore
6:56 "Groundhog Day" of Disappointing, Empty, Boring Life
10:36 Wishing... -
Debrief w/ Dr. Igor Weinberg After Hi...
0:00 Intro Thoughts / Tessa Looking for a Transformative Experience
1:08 Maintaining Sense of Self: Internally vs. Externally / "Fakeness"
3:50 The Dilemma of Getting Better
7:51 Tessa's Construction of a New Self / The Split Between Old and New Selves
