Tessa Interview: The Core of NPD
All the Tessa (dx'd w/ NPD) // Combo Pack
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20m
0:00 Replacing the Worthless Past Self w/ a New Perfect One
1:45 Fragmentation / No Coherent Sense of Self / The Ego
4:52 Obsession w/ a Celebrity & Modeling Herself After Her
7:30 What Happens to the Past Self? Emptiness & a PD
12:40 “NPD sucks the life out of you”: Lost Passion and Regret
14:35 Being Terrified of Real Connection / Shutting Off to People
17:14 Not Wanting to Suffer Anymore / Being Self-Aware Hurts
Up Next in All the Tessa (dx'd w/ NPD) // Combo Pack
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Tessa's NPD Therapy Consult w/ Dr. Ka...
0:00 Intro / Healing from Trauma
3:02 Shutting Down / Struggling to Label Feelings / Avoiding her Diagnosis
6:35 Trauma with Women / Competition / Fear of Judgment
15:03 Struggling to Want Connection / Fear of Being a Fraud / Using People for Selfies
17:33 Safety Strategies / Waiting Until People... -
Debrief w/ Tessa After Her Consult w/...
0:00 "It Was Everything I didn't Expect" / Expectations of Control
2:06 Feeling "Looked Down On" / Getting Defensive
6:20 What She Got Out of the Session w/ Karen -
Tessa's NPD Therapy Consult w/ Dr. Ig...
0:00 Wanting to Know Why She's Miserable Even Though Self-Aware
0:42 Feeling "Hollow" No Matter What She Does
2:18 Needing to Be Understood & Doubting Anyone Can
5:12 Fearing Being Understood / Not Being "Fascinating" Anymore
6:56 "Groundhog Day" of Disappointing, Empty, Boring Life
10:36 Wishing...
