Tessa's NPD Therapy Consult w/ Dr. Karen Jacob // Split-Screen
All the Tessa (dx'd w/ NPD) // Combo Pack
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51m
0:00 Intro / Healing from Trauma
2:59 Shutting Down / Struggling to Label Feelings / Avoiding her Diagnosis
6:32 Trauma with Women / Competition / Fear of Judgment
15:16 Struggling to Want Connection / Fear of Being a Fraud / Using People for Selfies
17:48 Safety Strategies / Waiting Until People Adore Her First or Shutting Them out
23:53 Her "Worthless" Past Self / Reliving What She Never Got / Trauma of Being Unnoticed
27:31 Ordinary & Together vs Extraordinary & Alone
30:25 Boredom / Loneliness / Breakdown of Self / Going to Therapy
32:55 Disappointment in People / People Are Going to Fail You
36:49 Struggling for Human Connection / Needing Evidence to Change
41:02 Dysregulated Self-Esteem / Tessa's Self-Defense
46:40 Wrapping Up / Having a Female Therapist / Trust Issues
Up Next in All the Tessa (dx'd w/ NPD) // Combo Pack
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Debrief w/ Tessa After Her Consult w/...
0:00 Intro / "It Was Everything I didn't Expect" / Expectations of Control / EMDR
6:12 Feeling "Looked Down On" / Getting Defensive
10:24 Getting Triggered & Showing Emotions / Jacob Comparisons
21:54 What She Got Out of the Session w/ Karen / Outro -
Tessa's NPD Therapy Consult w/ Dr. Ig...
0:00 Wanting to Know Why She's Miserable Even Though Self-Aware
0:39 Feeling "Hollow" No Matter What She Does / Trying EMDR, CBT
3:53 Needing to Be Understood & Doubting Anyone Can
7:18 Fearing Being Understood / Not Being "Fascinating" Anymore
9:18 "Groundhog Day" of Disappointing, Empty, Boring... -
Debrief w/ Dr. Weinberg After His Con...
0:00 Intro Thoughts / Tessa Looking for a Transformative Experience
1:13 Maintaining Sense of Self: Internally vs. Externally / "Fakeness"
4:05 The Dilemma of Getting Better
8:14 Tessa's Construction of a New Self / The Split Between Old and New Selves
12:12 Developing a Better Relationship w/ Pa...
