0:00 Intro / Jacob's Social Media Campaign / Motivations / Confusion about His Actions / Destructive Behavior / Beast or Monster
9:29 Pathology as Identity / Pros & Cons of NPD
11:54 Pride in Being Callous / Disgust w/ Dependency / Self-Reliance
16:06 Exploiting People / Loss of Control / Conquest for Affirmation
19:38 Working to Be Unlike His Parents & Less Disgusting
23:44 Being Critical of Himself / "Greasy, Fat, Disgusting"
26:18 Craving Paternal Approval & Being Rejected
30:20 Family Background / Violence & Humiliation
31:55 Keeping Emotions in Check / Controlling the Minefield
36:15 How He Protects Himself from Humiliation & Vulnerability
39:30 Struggling to Relate to Others / Keeping up the "Facade"
43:35 Constant Loneliness / Safety in Being Alone / Self-Isolating
49:53 Pointlessness of Feeling Feelings / Changing Externals Instead / Conceiving of a New Outcome
53:42 Conceptual Understanding of Feelings vs "Really Getting It" / Different Range of Emotions / Being Unlike "The Norm"
58:38 Wanting to Be Understood / Risk of Rejection When People "Really Know" Him
1:05:44 Black and White Thinking About Self and Others