0:00 Intro / Pathology as Identity / Pros & Cons of NPD
3:55 Pride in Being Callous / Disgust w/ Dependency / Self-Reliance
7:52 Exploiting People / Loss of Control / Conquest for Affirmation
10:35 Working to Be Unlike His Parents & Less Disgusting
14:21 Being Critical of Himself / "Greasy, Fat, Disgusting"
16:54 Craving Paternal Approval & Being Rejected
20:52 Family Background / Violence & Humiliation
23:00 Keeping Emotions in Check / Controlling the Minefield
26:52 How He Protects Himself from Humiliation & Vulnerability
29:48 Struggling to Relate to Others / Keeping up the "Facade"
33:14 Constant Loneliness / Safety in Being Alone
35:57 Wanting to Be Understood / Risk of Rejection When People "Really Know" Him
41:51 Black and White Thinking About Self and Others