Jacob Interview #1: His Narcissistic Pathology // Extended Split-Screen
Interviews w/ Jacob (dx'd w/ NPD)
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1h 0m
0:00 Intro / "I'll Always Be a Narcissist" / Remission vs Recovery / Craving Chaos & Novelty to Fight Emptiness and Boredom
7:10 The "Creating a Scandal" Story / Revenge, Rationalization & Shame
15:54 A PTSD Moment / Blowing Up Friendship Bridges
20:13 The Development of NPD in Childhood / Need for Independence
23:54 His "Rebirth / Creating a New Persona to Battle the Self-Hate
27:00 Rough Spot / Social Group Breakdown / Another "Rebirth"
29:09 Therapy / Relationships / Fantasy of Ideal Love
32:18 Becoming More Self-Aware / Lying in Therapy / Shame
34:02 Parents / "They Had No Business Having Kids" / Sister's Troubles
39:50 Parents' Neglect / Current Situation / Strangling Incident
44:54 Do You Want to Have Kids?
47:24 Authenticity vs Performing / Fakeness / Specialness / Getting Reactions Out of People / Manipulation
55:00 Craving Real Connection But Not Having Faith He'll Be Loved
57:00 Getting "Too Close" for Comfort / Outro
Up Next in Interviews w/ Jacob (dx'd w/ NPD)
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Jacob Interview #2: Good-bye Chat // ...
0:00 Being the "Charity Case" of His Friends' Parents / Not Taking Advantage
2:23 Going Back to School / Not Having the Motivation
4:18 Tessa Leaving / Friendship / True Connection / Leaving Ohio / Financials / The Future
10:45 It's Been an "Incredible Experience" / Positive Comments About the PD...
